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Ammeeria
03 April 2010 @ 22:59
I lost myself
Along the lines
When I thought I should be the best

But you strive me further
Keep me going on longer
And I couldn't thank you enough

For loving me
When you shouldn't
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Mood: okayokay
 
 
Ammeeria
03 April 2010 @ 22:58
?  
And the boy was named after question mark
Cos of the secrets surrounding his heart
A life path known to end in a dot
But how long will his break last for before it all stops

It's short and it's vital
The feeling you feel
When you're alive
You lose and you win
But when will you see
It's endless once you start

He was named after question mark
Cos of the secrets surrounding his heart
A life path known to end in a dot
But how long will his break last for before it all stops

The cold and the warmth
I wonder where to start
And before I begin
Please, tell me what's within
Am I close or so very far

His name is The Question Mark
Ask from him and you'll never get far
A life path known to end in a dot
But how long will his break last for
Before it all stops
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Mood: okayokay
 
 
Ammeeria
03 April 2010 @ 22:57
All the colours ablaze
And the tones that grace
The world I see in front of me
It's beautiful, unnatural
This is where my story began

I have opened my eyes,
Opened my mouth, my ears and my heart
To the waves of eternal vow
Life is here more alive
Than the sun at summer nights

And I cannot bear to leave it behind
Nor the half of my heart
When I run back home
With the wings of India
Always ready for another arrival
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Mood: okayokay
 
 
Ammeeria
03 April 2010 @ 22:56
It is when the silence becomes more terrifying
Than the love you feel for yourself
As you look at yourself in the mirror
Waving back at yourself

Goodbye

You fell in love with the ignorance itself,
Loneliness>
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Mood: okayokay
 
 
Ammeeria
03 April 2010 @ 22:55
It's the cruellest place to be
The cruellest emotion to feel
No need to dig into the bone
When you know there's no hope
Not even for hope itself

I knotted these words for you
A promise I kept in front of the truth
When I said I'd always be there for you

My knot is made of steel
And you would need more equipment
To break it down


It's the cruellest place to be
The crullest thing to feel
But maybe there's still enough trust
I need you to know ourfriendship is a must
So take my hand, even if I'm afar.>
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Mood: okayokay
 
 
 
Ammeeria
14 February 2010 @ 01:45
There's a silence in me
Drowned sound
And I can't get rid of it

I feel everything's numbed
Or maybe I'm too exhausted to touch
My world is out of bounds

And when I need you the most
I force you to walk in frost
Cos I'm right there, just as lost

But you're too warm to handle the cold
And I am too in disorder to let go

So forgive me for leaving you behind
I just need some time
To get rid of these ties
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Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Stereophonics - Mr. Writer | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
14 February 2010 @ 01:44
I like to swing...
Cos you can just stay there,
And let the air just breathe for you
As it passes you...

And every time I leave the swing,
I fear the child in me
That always wants to go back
Will someday say it's grown
And I am too tiny
To fight back

I like to swing,
Cos I can just stay there
For one perfect moment,
And totally rely on something else to breathe on behalf of me...
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Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Stereophonics - Mr. Writer | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
14 February 2010 @ 01:43
Disturbed until my last breath
I am the fear, buried in the past

I am your accident,
In coma,
Don't ask, it will last

I am your strive,
Ignorant
And true in imagination

Try harder,
Try better
And see how it discloses itself

Only you can tell
When the time is right
To say goodbye
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Listening to: Stereophonics - Mr. Writer | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
14 February 2010 @ 01:43
Blue  
You might have it in your hands
The same blood I once carried
I might have screamt or cried
I can't remember, I might have just died

You might have sent my blood to turn cold
Can you feel my blue lips against yours?
Clean my cheeks from the coloured tears
And make sure I'll be as pure as the heaven


Where you failed.
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Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Stereophonics - Mr. Writer | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
14 February 2010 @ 01:42
Her beauty camouflaged the agony inside
When the world glowed behind
Leaving the lines on her life,
Buried into the naked sigh

Maybe the obscurity in her mind
Made existence anonymous
And the cries she dried
Painted her curtain white

So she holds her heart tight
Covering concealed marks
Within a fist too small
To hide all the faults
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Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Stereophonics - Mr. Writer | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
 
Ammeeria
12 December 2009 @ 22:59
He opened his eyes
A silky perception
With grey flaws
Filtered through his mind

He kept staring
At a silky perception
Colours in aversion
Reluctant and beautiful

He closed his eyes
With the reflection left in his mind
A lenient painting
Of a reluctant memory
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Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Queen - Ogre Battle | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
09 December 2009 @ 22:00
The story tells
of a nightfall so dark
In a town quite far

And the story draws
An image of a beauty,
Who caused anguish
By smiling so widely

And she was the most beautiful girl in Town
Walking the streets at night
And the moonlight lighting her footprints
For when they found her heart

And the Apple pie street
Where the breath
Of vile still lingers

You might see me touching the ground
Along the lines

And she was the most beautiful girl in Town
Walking the streets at night
And the moonlight lighting her footprints
For when they found her heart

I guess it had been ripper apart.
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Mood: happyhappy
Listening to: Lacuna Coil - Underdog | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
09 December 2009 @ 21:53
More  
I'm glad I broke the rules
Left it behind, now you can't reduce
So thanks for binding me down
Now look what I've become

Conformity might suit you
But I live for more
I live for more
You just follow the right path
But I'll make my own trail
It might be a challenge
But I'm willing to try for more
I want more

I'm glad I broke the rules
Left it behind, now you can't reduce
So thanks for binding me down
Now look what I've become

And here with you
Isn't my place to be
Your smothering looks
Couldn't quite kill me
And here with you
Shouldn't be anyone's place
Cos the words you tangle
Deaden the mood

And I'm glad I broke the rules
Left it behind, now you can't reduce
So thanks for binding me down
Now look what I've become

_______________________________________________

Thanks nidyy for everything! Dedicated to her! <3
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Mood: happyhappy
Listening to: Lacuna Coil - I'm Not Afraid | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
08 November 2009 @ 17:27
Struck a confusion
Meddled it with solution
Escaping now what I thought was right
Give me a reason to believe I'm right

Stuck in resolutions
The way to salvation
I thought this time I had
I had made the best decision

But now it's all a blur
I try to touch
But your fingertips feel numb
So what will become of this?

The easy conclusion
Was another solution
Maybe it was there inside
Ready to be divine
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Mood: creative
Listening to: The Frames - The Waltz | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
08 November 2009 @ 17:25
The feelings I cast aside
I felt it was my way to abide
By the rules that you left behind
And locked me inside

The silence of your steps
Made me delirious
I was the ground beneath you
Altering, didn't have any other choice

And I wasn't saved from the world
Not even when they patched
The cut skin you ripped apart
In my mind

Liberation was like a myth
A story you'd know
But never really was the truth
And I can't back away

Cos I wasn't saved from the world
Not even when they patched
The cut skin you ripped apart
In my mind
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Mood: calmcalm
Listening to: The Frames - The Waltz | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
 
Ammeeria
08 November 2009 @ 17:25
I found an old poem...
______________________________________________________________________________________

Relevant stagnation
Tangling with my running feet
As I stumble along the way

An unmoving space
Stealing my breath away
Wrenching my strength

Is this how it feels to escape?

Waiting for a salvation
Motionless, I slip away
In hurry, I keep my place
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Mood: bouncybouncy
Listening to: The Frames - The Waltz | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
08 November 2009 @ 17:24
This is our show,
For the cold-hearted
My show for the devoided
I can hear the slow hum
It's the race of forgotten
And their song is as cold
As the breeze and

Here we breath in
Without caring
Here we sleep till
We see the shining

And you could see,
Those helping faces
And the masks they hide in
When did this become the biggest lie?
Have we forgotten why we die?

And here we breath in
Without caring
Here we sleep till
We see the shining

So why to wait for them to fall
All the senses
Decaying, and it's my fault
Then, we couldn't feel the fall
Should I try again
Maybe it would hurt me more

Here we fall
Without caring
Here we sleep till
We see the shining
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Mood: lazylazy
Listening to: The Frames - Before You Go | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
08 November 2009 @ 17:19
It just seems,
You can't be two to be complete

And even when united
I still scream for my other side,

My untied
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Mood: happyhappy
Listening to: The Frames - Right Road (Wrong Road) | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
You said I would fade away
Within those sways
You made me fade away

I said I would perish
I sealed it on my own
Wanting to melt along

We made a promise
Silently, without words
We bedimmed the stars

We took what we needed
We gave what we couldn't reach
We permitted possibilities

It's our only ability
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Location: JJ = JaredJedi
Mood: okayokay
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Ammeeria
28 March 2009 @ 23:25
It's an endless void
Crammed
Yet unattainable

My eyes shut I run
Those possibilites travel by
And I'm too trivial
I cannot open my eyes

Mute I speak
By gestures
I reach the ones who dare to see

Their ears shut
They block all the noise
Ignoring all the shouts
Happily and without remorse

It's an endless void
Crammed
Yet unattainable
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Location: LACOTOIN.
Mood: okayokay
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Ammeeria
04 March 2009 @ 14:42
I wish I had moment
A minor second from eternity
A moment to rule myself
A road that leads somewhere

I wish I had a body
A form of existence
A body that's like yours
A body that has no flaws

I wish I had thoughts
A lucid consciousness
A bright sight of my mistakes
A stage of fearlessness

But all I am
Is a rotting waste
Fading away
Right under your gaze

Look away
I'm not ready to die this way
...
___________________

© Ammee & Lewwwi
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Location: Damien rocks.
Mood: okayokay
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Ammeeria
20 February 2009 @ 22:49
Grouching weeps
Crowding me

Close they get
So close that I forget

The flame beside
It's burning me alive
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Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Sybreed - Orbital | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
19 February 2009 @ 20:19
She  
She gave me a meaning
A meaning
To listen to the songs

She sings instead of him
Her voice echoes under skin
She conveys the lyrics as they come and go
And she knows

She gave me a meaning
A meaning
To sing along
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Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Idlewild - Satan Polaroid | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
It almost everyday
It's the same
We all face the shame
It doesn't come in different ways

*

I can't live nowadays
It's recurring
Always fuming
Like the end of your cigarette

Think me as your packet
You can smoke it in a day if you wish
And once it's gone
You just want more
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Mood: okayokay
 
 
Ammeeria
31 January 2009 @ 18:23
She walks on earth
As the days die and sweep by
She prays for the sun to rise
To light upon the dusky sky
She holds her hands together in a thought
Trying to send a message
To her gods, For they do oblige

For they do oblige
It's their job
As gods
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Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Flowing Tears - Joy Parade | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
 
Ammeeria
31 January 2009 @ 15:04
It was only a feeling
Disappearing
It was only a moment
Which no one can't reach
It's out of touch
It's not something we can dream

Grinding
Slipping away from my touch
Coming down
This was the price
I shouldn't have,
I held too tight

It was only a kiss
A touch of lips
A bluff harmony
It was like a feeling
Disappearing
Only a moment

Grinding
Slipping away from my touch
Coming down
This was the price
I shouldn't have,
I held too tight
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Mood: okayokay
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Ammeeria
27 January 2009 @ 18:50
I could not catch you when you fall
I could not let you fall into my arms
To dust your bones would shatter into
To dust your being would turn into

And I couldn't forgive myself
For crushing you

I couldn't forgive myself
For making you



What I have always been.

I couldn't forgive myself
For being the one,



Who made you die.
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Location: WAAPADUULAND
Mood: okayokay
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Ammeeria
24 January 2009 @ 19:22
Oh
Look at you go
You've got the rest in toe
The best thing going
And you know
Look at you go
You come and the highs seem low
The quick seems slow
And you know

Every time that I laugh though I really wanna cry
You know
And every time that I tell you I don't care and I lie
You know

'Cause you've got everything on me
And I've got nothing on you

Yeah and it terrifies me
Tell me what can I do
If you won't play fairly, then spare me

Look at you go
How could I stop you now
Or slow you down
This is your town

And I'll never be
Untruthful to you
Deceitful or cruel
'Cause you'd just see right through
And that's why I can't fool around you

And every time I can't say what I really wanna say
You know
Yes every time just a trace of that look on my face
And you know

'Cause you've got everything on me
And I've got nothing on you

Yeah and it terrifies me
Baby what can I do
If you won't play fairly, then spare me

'Cause you've got everything on me
And I've got nothing on you

Yeah and it terrifies me
Baby what can I do

'Cause you've got everything on me
And I've got nothing on you

Yeah and it terrifies me
Baby what can I do
If you won't play faIrly, then spare me

~The Feeling
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Location: Mattland
Mood: okayokay
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Ammeeria
21 January 2009 @ 21:04
A very experimental piece.
There are some muse lyrics there and so. I do not own these lyrics.
Feel free to bash this to the underground! Cheers!


The cavity of HullabalooCollapse )
 
 
Location: There and here.
Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Muse - Recess | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Ammeeria
I am the disc you keep on playing
I am the one you keep on twisting around
Confusing me with alluring thoughts

I am the piano you keep on playing
I am the keys you push
And I sing along to your commands

I am the strings on your guitar
I am the shrieking sounds you produce
I am your musical weapon

I am your armour
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Location: Forced in.
Listening to: Muse - Hullabaloo - Forced In