He opened his eyes
A silky perception
With grey flaws
Filtered through his mind

He kept staring
At a silky perception
Colours in aversion
Reluctant and beautiful

He closed his eyes
With the reflection left in his mind
A lenient painting
Of a reluctant memory

The story tells
of a nightfall so dark
In a town quite far

And the story draws
An image of a beauty,
Who caused anguish
By smiling so widely

And she was the most beautiful girl in Town
Walking the streets at night
And the moonlight lighting her footprints
For when they found her heart

And the Apple pie street
Where the breath
Of vile still lingers

You might see me touching the ground
Along the lines

And she was the most beautiful girl in Town
Walking the streets at night
And the moonlight lighting her footprints
For when they found her heart

I guess it had been ripper apart.

I'm glad I broke the rules
Left it behind, now you can't reduce
So thanks for binding me down
Now look what I've become

Conformity might suit you
But I live for more
I live for more
You just follow the right path
But I'll make my own trail
It might be a challenge
But I'm willing to try for more
I want more

I'm glad I broke the rules
Left it behind, now you can't reduce
So thanks for binding me down
Now look what I've become

And here with you
Isn't my place to be
Your smothering looks
Couldn't quite kill me
And here with you
Shouldn't be anyone's place
Cos the words you tangle
Deaden the mood

And I'm glad I broke the rules
Left it behind, now you can't reduce
So thanks for binding me down
Now look what I've become

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Thanks nidyy for everything! Dedicated to her! <3

Struck a confusion
Meddled it with solution
Escaping now what I thought was right
Give me a reason to believe I'm right

Stuck in resolutions
The way to salvation
I thought this time I had
I had made the best decision

But now it's all a blur
I try to touch
But your fingertips feel numb
So what will become of this?

The easy conclusion
Was another solution
Maybe it was there inside
Ready to be divine

The feelings I cast aside
I felt it was my way to abide
By the rules that you left behind
And locked me inside

The silence of your steps
Made me delirious
I was the ground beneath you
Altering, didn't have any other choice

And I wasn't saved from the world
Not even when they patched
The cut skin you ripped apart
In my mind

Liberation was like a myth
A story you'd know
But never really was the truth
And I can't back away

Cos I wasn't saved from the world
Not even when they patched
The cut skin you ripped apart
In my mind

I found an old poem...
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Relevant stagnation
Tangling with my running feet
As I stumble along the way

An unmoving space
Stealing my breath away
Wrenching my strength

Is this how it feels to escape?

Waiting for a salvation
Motionless, I slip away
In hurry, I keep my place

This is our show,
For the cold-hearted
My show for the devoided
I can hear the slow hum
It's the race of forgotten
And their song is as cold
As the breeze and

Here we breath in
Without caring
Here we sleep till
We see the shining

And you could see,
Those helping faces
And the masks they hide in
When did this become the biggest lie?
Have we forgotten why we die?

And here we breath in
Without caring
Here we sleep till
We see the shining

So why to wait for them to fall
All the senses
Decaying, and it's my fault
Then, we couldn't feel the fall
Should I try again
Maybe it would hurt me more

Here we fall
Without caring
Here we sleep till
We see the shining

It just seems,
You can't be two to be complete

And even when united
I still scream for my other side,

My untied

You said I would fade away
Within those sways
You made me fade away

I said I would perish
I sealed it on my own
Wanting to melt along

We made a promise
Silently, without words
We bedimmed the stars

We took what we needed
We gave what we couldn't reach
We permitted possibilities

It's our only ability

It's an endless void
Crammed
Yet unattainable

My eyes shut I run
Those possibilites travel by
And I'm too trivial
I cannot open my eyes

Mute I speak
By gestures
I reach the ones who dare to see

Their ears shut
They block all the noise
Ignoring all the shouts
Happily and without remorse

It's an endless void
Crammed
Yet unattainable

I wish I had moment
A minor second from eternity
A moment to rule myself
A road that leads somewhere

I wish I had a body
A form of existence
A body that's like yours
A body that has no flaws

I wish I had thoughts
A lucid consciousness
A bright sight of my mistakes
A stage of fearlessness

But all I am
Is a rotting waste
Fading away
Right under your gaze

Look away
I'm not ready to die this way...
___________________

© Ammee & Lewwwi

Grouching weeps
Crowding me

Close they get
So close that I forget

The flame beside
It's burning me alive

She gave me a meaning
A meaning
To listen to the songs

She sings instead of him
Her voice echoes under skin
She conveys the lyrics as they come and go
And she knows

She gave me a meaning
A meaning
To sing along

It almost everyday
It's the same
We all face the shame
It doesn't come in different ways

*

I can't live nowadays
It's recurring
Always fuming
Like the end of your cigarette

Think me as your packet
You can smoke it in a day if you wish
And once it's gone
You just want more

She walks on earth
As the days die and sweep by
She prays for the sun to rise
To light upon the dusky sky
She holds her hands together in a thought
Trying to send a message
To her gods, For they do oblige

For they do oblige
It's their job
As gods

It was only a feeling
Disappearing
It was only a moment
Which no one can't reach
It's out of touch
It's not something we can dream

Grinding
Slipping away from my touch
Coming down
This was the price
I shouldn't have,
I held too tight

It was only a kiss
A touch of lips
A bluff harmony
It was like a feeling
Disappearing
Only a moment

Grinding
Slipping away from my touch
Coming down
This was the price
I shouldn't have,
I held too tight

I could not catch you when you fall
I could not let you fall into my arms
To dust your bones would shatter into
To dust your being would turn into

And I couldn't forgive myself
For crushing you

I couldn't forgive myself
For making you



What I have always been.

I couldn't forgive myself
For being the one,



Who made you die.

Oh
Look at you go
You've got the rest in toe
The best thing going
And you know
Look at you go
You come and the highs seem low
The quick seems slow
And you know

Every time that I laugh though I really wanna cry
You know
And every time that I tell you I don't care and I lie
You know

'Cause you've got everything on me
And I've got nothing on you
Yeah and it terrifies me
Tell me what can I do
If you won't play fairly, then spare me

Look at you go
How could I stop you now
Or slow you down
This is your town

And I'll never be
Untruthful to you
Deceitful or cruel
'Cause you'd just see right through
And that's why I can't fool around you

And every time I can't say what I really wanna say
You know
Yes every time just a trace of that look on my face
And you know

'Cause you've got everything on me
And I've got nothing on you
Yeah and it terrifies me
Baby what can I do
If you won't play fairly, then spare me

'Cause you've got everything on me
And I've got nothing on you
Yeah and it terrifies me
Baby what can I do

'Cause you've got everything on me
And I've got nothing on you
Yeah and it terrifies me
Baby what can I do
If you won't play faIrly, then spare me

~The Feeling

A very experimental piece.
There are some muse lyrics there and so. I do not own these lyrics.
Feel free to bash this to the underground! Cheers!


( The cavity of Hullabaloo )

I am the disc you keep on playing
I am the one you keep on twisting around
Confusing me with alluring thoughts

I am the piano you keep on playing
I am the keys you push
And I sing along to your commands

I am the strings on your guitar
I am the shrieking sounds you produce
I am your musical weapon

I am your armour

Don't provoke me
Don't let me take the charge,
The control of your mind
Slender it wouldn't be

Don't kindle it
The fire that burns inside
You'd see it was only in vain
Ashes won't burn again

Don't rouse the steps
Don't get near
I can tell you I can't feel a thing
With me you'd only feel the same

You hold my sword
In the palm of your hand

*

Don't let it fall
Don't let it hurt
______________________________

It's wonderful how trapped I still am
Within your words
______________________________

You are my Unintended

Lethargically
In slow motion
I pace around

I've noticed
I'm hopeless
There's nothing driving me to even try

Like a torpid creature
I turn over
And lay myself there

Deadening my senses
Paralysing me to stay still
I exhale the warmth away

Choking in my throat
I left my final strive
To even try and endure the life

"You would say anything
And you would try anything
To escape your meaningless
And your insignificance
You're uncontrollable
And we are unlovable
And I don't want you to think that I care
I never would, I never could again

Why can't you just love her?
Why be such a monster?
You bully from a distance
Your brain needs some assistance
But I'll still take all the blame
'Cause you and me are both one and the same
And its driving me mad
And its driving me mad

I'll take back all the things that I said
I didn't realize I was talking to the living dead
And I dont want you to think that I care
I never would, I never could again

You would say anything
And you would try anything
To escape your meaningless
And your insignificance"

~Muse

What makes a human being strong?
What makes a person stable, steady?

A man that feels no fear
A man that has no qualms
A man without vacillation

A woman that can carry herself
A woman that is determined
A woman that is obstinate

A child who is free
A child who feels loved
A child that is preserved

Without these qualities it is impossible to live an exuberant life in this world
It almost sounds like I'm against this planet
Well...

...Maybe I am.

Transparent
Flickering Reflection
Cadaverous
Silent cogitation

*

How easily
Can you see through me
Show me
What you really mean
Tell me
What I should be
Watch what
My poems grow to be

You don't miss me as much as I miss you

--

Do you feel crestfallen?
Do you pine after despondency?

Something drags me there
Do you feel the same?

Do you miss beatitude
Serenity, peacefulness

Those virtues
Never valued

Do you feel crestfallen?
Do you want to return?

I want to return
That's an offer I can't refuse

"You used to be everything to me
But I'm tired of the fighting
Tired of the fighting
Fighting yourself"

~ Muse

Why does it always hit when you least expect?
Why does that lingering feeling ablaze when you least need it?

When you thought it had already left your gestures.
When you thought it had already left your embodiment.

*

But I guess it's not in your body
It's in your mind

It keeps on scrabbling
Taking a firm clutch

Compressing it together
Too solidly

Sliding into my thoughts
Like a liquid

*

You're like my blood
That red liquid
That keeps me alive

Why are you so voracious?

I've bled dry

Haven't you already had enough?

She shrouds herself to be choler
The childish emotion

That yet evolves in a grown man

She covers herself with enjoyment
The pleasure of existence

It's perishable

She devoids of piquancy
So that she could be invisible

Concealed

She camouflages her face with white
To hide the impurities

To atone herself with purity

*

Eclipse the sun that shines down on her
She doesn't want the light to touch her skin

It would only burn holes in it

It would make her inescapable
To the world

That's why
She always belies

---

He needs to counterfeit
To be himself

For he cannot change his form
This is how he was born

Too risky it would be
To go and change yourself for eternity

That's why he stays further back
And let's the mother earth to decide where he lacks