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13 January 2009 @ 21:56

I abandon the word

It crashes




To be

As tiny

As me
Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Lullacry - Unchain | Powered by Last.fm
11 January 2009 @ 00:07
Don't provoke me
Don't let me take the charge,
The control of your mind
Slender it wouldn't be

Don't kindle it
The fire that burns inside
You'd see it was only in vain
Ashes won't burn again

Don't rouse the steps
Don't get near
I can tell you I can't feel a thing
With me you'd only feel the same
Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Lullacry - Unchain | Powered by Last.fm
05 January 2009 @ 15:39
You hold my sword
In the palm of your hand


Don't let it fall
Don't let it hurt

It's wonderful how trapped I still am
Within your words

You are my Unintended
Mood: numbnumb
02 January 2009 @ 21:59
In slow motion
I pace around

I've noticed
I'm hopeless
There's nothing driving me to even try

Like a torpid creature
I turn over
And lay myself there

Deadening my senses
Paralysing me to stay still
I exhale the warmth away

Choking in my throat
I left my final strive
To even try and endure the life
Location: T_T
Mood: tiredtired
Listening to: The Cross - New Dark Ages (Album Version) | Powered by Last.fm
02 January 2009 @ 18:17
"You would say anything
And you would try anything
To escape your meaningless
And your insignificance
You're uncontrollable
And we are unlovable
And I don't want you to think that I care
I never would, I never could again

Why can't you just love her?
Why be such a monster?
You bully from a distance
Your brain needs some assistance
But I'll still take all the blame
'Cause you and me are both one and the same
And its driving me mad
And its driving me mad

I'll take back all the things that I said
I didn't realize I was talking to the living dead
And I dont want you to think that I care
I never would, I never could again

You would say anything
And you would try anything
To escape your meaningless
And your insignificance

Location: Whammie wham!
Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Wham! - Last Christmas | Powered by Last.fm
What makes a human being strong?
What makes a person stable, steady?

A man that feels no fear
A man that has no qualms
A man without vacillation

A woman that can carry herself
A woman that is determined
A woman that is obstinate

A child who is free
A child who feels loved
A child that is preserved

Without these qualities it is impossible to live an exuberant life in this world
It almost sounds like I'm against this planet

...Maybe I am.
Mood: highhigh
30 December 2008 @ 01:03
Flickering Reflection
Silent cogitation


How easily
Can you see through me
Show me
What you really mean
Tell me
What I should be
Watch what
My poems grow to be
Location: Hihaland
Mood: tiredtired
Listening to: Three Days Grace - Take Me Under | Powered by Last.fm
30 December 2008 @ 00:02
You don't miss me as much as I miss you


Do you feel crestfallen?
Do you pine after despondency?

Something drags me there
Do you feel the same?

Do you miss beatitude
Serenity, peacefulness

Those virtues
Never valued

Do you feel crestfallen?
Do you want to return?

I want to return
That's an offer I can't refuse
Location: Hihaland
Mood: draineddrained
Listening to: Three Days Grace - Get Out Alive | Powered by Last.fm
29 December 2008 @ 23:33
"You used to be everything to me
But I'm tired of the fighting
Tired of the fighting
Fighting yourself

~ Muse
Tags: ,
Listening to: Coldplay - Everything's Not Lost | Powered by Last.fm
29 December 2008 @ 03:06
Why does it always hit when you least expect?
Why does that lingering feeling ablaze when you least need it?

When you thought it had already left your gestures.
When you thought it had already left your embodiment.


But I guess it's not in your body
It's in your mind

It keeps on scrabbling
Taking a firm clutch

Compressing it together
Too solidly

Sliding into my thoughts
Like a liquid


You're like my blood
That red liquid
That keeps me alive

Why are you so voracious?

I've bled dry

Haven't you already had enough?
Location: Pulpland
Mood: tiredtired
Listening to: Freddie Mercury - Time | Powered by Last.fm
28 December 2008 @ 23:08
She shrouds herself to be choler
The childish emotion

That yet evolves in a grown man

She covers herself with enjoyment
The pleasure of existence

It's perishable

She devoids of piquancy
So that she could be invisible


She camouflages her face with white
To hide the impurities

To atone herself with purity


Eclipse the sun that shines down on her
She doesn't want the light to touch her skin

It would only burn holes in it

It would make her inescapable
To the world

That's why
She always belies


He needs to counterfeit
To be himself

For he cannot change his form
This is how he was born

Too risky it would be
To go and change yourself for eternity

That's why he stays further back
And let's the mother earth to decide where he lacks
Mood: irritatedirritated
28 December 2008 @ 22:33
It's incessant

This feeling that makes me uneasy

I don't want to talk with you

I feel abashed

Though I shouldn't

There's no need to

I feel overwhelmed

But not because I'd aggrieve

I won't bemoan

I'm like an interloper

I don't belong into your sphere

I'm inflicting on your company

Though I should know when to surrender


I'm relinquishing myself


From your hold
Location: WHIU
Mood: pensivepensive
24 December 2008 @ 12:37
"Oh my love we've had our share of tears
Oh my friend we've had our hopes and fears
Oh my friends it's been a long hard year
But now it's Christmas
Yes it's Christmas
Thank God it's Christmas

The moon and stars seem awful cold and bright
Let's hope the snow will make this Christmas right
My friend the world will share this special night
Because it's Christmas
Yes it's Christmas
Thank God it's Christmas
For one night

Thank God it's Christmas yeah
Thank God it's Christmas
Thank God it's Christmas
Can it be Christmas?
Let it be Christmas
Ev'ry day

Oh my love we've lived in troubled days
Oh my friend we have the strangest ways
All my friends on this one day of days
Thank God it's Christmas
Yes it's Christmas
Thank God it's Christmas
For one day

Thank God it's Christmas
Yes it's Christmas
Thank God it's Christmas
Oooh yeah
Thank God it's Christmas
Yes yes yes yes it's Christmas
Thank God it's Christmas
For one day

A very Merry Christmas to You all



I think these lyrics describe the year very well.
I truly hope you all will have a wonderful day!
Anna xx

Location: TFLAND
Mood: okayokay
Listening to: The Frames - Another Love Song | Powered by Last.fm
24 December 2008 @ 01:10
You're a burning star that hit my heart
And now I writhe to be free
Cos I'm afraid that you'll burn too deep
Mood: okayokay
Listening to: After Forever - Tortuous Threnody | Powered by Last.fm
23 December 2008 @ 11:47
"Once more I'm running
Running away, I must hide
Can't take anymore
A fight to free me from an endless struggle with life
Running, tell me how far should I go
If they're all the same
This fight...
I am fighting my way through

~After Forever
Location: AFterworld
Mood: sadsad
Listening to: After Forever - Eccentric | Powered by Last.fm
22 December 2008 @ 20:53
The pure essence of eyes can be described in many ways
But I won't go into that
I've got something else in my mind

The holy secret of the bible can be interpreted in many ways
But I don't want to appraise that
I'll let people believe if they want to be deceived

The layers of the ground can be studied in many ways
But why should I even think that
It would matter to me cos my ground's flat

And why should I dig in so deep
Into things I know I'll never affirm?
Mood: okayokay
Listening to: The Frames - Lay Me Down | Powered by Last.fm
22 December 2008 @ 16:39

Am I under tidal?
Have the tidal waves washed me away?
I abide in pandemonium
How long can I hold on
Before I'll fall
From you ride

Cold and warmth
Heave and run down
Wave of horripilation
Reach the turn out
Without falling off
From your ride

I need to confront my feelings
Before I can justify my actions
So that I could breathe freely
For even just a second
Before I'll fall
From your ride

Mood: sadsad
Listening to: Markéta Irglová - The Hill | Powered by Last.fm
21 December 2008 @ 22:43
I’m getting confused
I’ve got these feelings
I don’t want them to come true

I don’t want to spread them around
They are mine
I want to keep them inside

And I won’t tell you the truth
I won’t say what’s the point in my view
I won’t tell you when I’ll fall

Cos what is going in my mind
Isn’t a business of yours
And please just let me go

If I feel like I need to show
The world the last minutes of my life
That were shattered into pieces before the time had closed by
Location: ONCELAND
Mood: numbnumb
Listening to: The Frames - Pavement Tune | Powered by Last.fm
21 December 2008 @ 21:14
No matter what happens
There will always come the next bus to take you home
Mood: okayokay
Listening to: After Forever - Eccentric | Powered by Last.fm
20 December 2008 @ 23:25
You said you’ll be something in few years time
You said you’ll turn your world around and live your life

You said you would have to act to the manners
You said you wanted to earn your last words

And I would listen to your rambling
Sucking the every meaning

And giving you a comment
I wasn’t even pleading

For you to be what you are

And not in few years time

If you'll read this one day... mm... Well I kind of changed the meaning of your words and what you told me and turned them into a poem.
Don't take it too personally, please. :)
Location: KCLANDE
Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Kaiser Chiefs - Half The Truth | Powered by Last.fm
19 December 2008 @ 12:15

Here I stand
I've got some disbelief in my hands
It's you who gave me the gift to purify
You gave me the torch to set the alarm

Disbelief lingers in my fingers
It catches the every look they enrich me with
Loitering in my fists
Enmity, this hatred never evaporating

I wonder who gave me the ability to abhor
When once I was pure and able to love
Now I bellow to be free
I can no longer believe in disbelief

Location: KCLAND (A)
Mood: giddygiddy
Listening to: Kaiser Chiefs - Run Again | Powered by Last.fm
18 December 2008 @ 21:43
Your words screech

They make me bleed

For my heaven I cry

I need to hide

I feel disillusioned

As I searched for visions

But found a pavement

That would lead me to a tamer sense

To control the beast inside me

To forget my self intuitive

Merely my heart to control me anymore

So that I could be through this once and for all
Location: whiu
Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Kaiser Chiefs - Oh My God | Powered by Last.fm
18 December 2008 @ 18:51
You ripped me apart

You tore my soul

And took the half

And now I won’t get it back

No matter how many times I asked for it

I’ll never get it back

Because you won’t see

Just how much you mean to me

And you won’t realise

Just how much you mean to me

Cos your sight is blind


It’s not blinded by my love

And no matter how many times I asked for it

I’ll be never be loved back


So many times I try and tell the truth

So many times I recite but I lose

And I scream with tokens and symbols

But you’re too deep in your mist to notice

The whispers and the glint

In my eyes

For it’s not for you

I see this world so fool

As it doesn’t include you


So why do I feel so sad
When I can’t feel you there
By my side

You disappeared without warning
Without telling me
You needed to leave

Now I am like a question mark
To be filled with an answer so smart

Give me what I need for once
Or leave me to suffer
It’s all my fault

I left without saying goodbye
I left without needing to wave bye bye

But this doesn't mean I don't care
I've got my reasons to act this way
Fake excuses to fill the space


I need you
What other words could I use to say it better

I love you
Tags: ,
It's you I truly love
But what if I'll chase you away
I've done it too many times
In too many ways
Don't let me collapse again
Help me to face this wall straight ahead
I need you to hold me here
Don't let me collapse again


I'd see myself only using you
It would be too cruel
I don't want this
I don't want that
Though no matter how much you cared for
Me or the swallowing sea
That tries to drown
The every inch of our ground
Location: KATY ROCKS
Mood: okayokay
Listening to: Katy Perry - Thinking of You | Powered by Last.fm
Recite the words of wisdom
Or we'll be lost

Recite the words of freedom
Or we will be caught

Recite the words of a sincere
Or we will be deceitful


Regenerate the words of ugliness
So that we could show some beauty

Regenerate the time of war
So that this world could show some love

Regenerate the face of the earth
So that sometimes it could smile too


Just feel the warmth
For once give in to the warmth

Love what you see is worth to love
And hate what you feel isn't the worth of loving

But don't judge me no!
I'm not a messenger of love

But accept:

This is what life will give
Don't let it waste

It's just too much
If you'll just let it get away

Mood: tiredtired
Listening to: Billy Joel - You May Be Right | Powered by Last.fm
08 December 2008 @ 21:11
You send shivers down my spine
Making my whole world collide

I fall for your grace
And I wonder how I ever even lived

Before dignifying your beautiful inmost
Before placing my hands upon you

To caress the most sensible
To see the smile so adorable

It’s when my heart stops to throb
It’s when I lose my control

I craved for the best
When I should have asked for the less

Too greedy I was
To see, I didn’t have anything at all

But still my mind drifts
To think of the alluring mist

Where I first laid eyes on you
And thought

I’d never let you go.
Listening to: Queen - Radio Ga-Ga | Powered by Last.fm
04 December 2008 @ 22:01
In this world
There's still something good
Even though no matter how cliché it sounds
Love is something that will always run wild

Now we have to believe
Even though no matter how bad news you get
You're not alone
I'm sure there's someone you can hold

And I'll repeat it again,
The world isn't that rotten
There's still some hope.
The news will always be revealing
Let's hope that next time they'll only be reliefing!

Thanks Amy for inspiring me! :) xxx
Mood: okayokay
26 November 2008 @ 19:01
It's been nearly three months
Oh how the time runs

Days have passed us by
But still we cry

Afraid of forgetting the memory
Afraid of getting anywhere to begin with

Sentences so full of life
Still they only seem to die

I only wish I could reach you
Like I promised; I will always know how to reach you

And it wasn't even that hard to tell you
I will always love you
Mood: sadsad
Listening to: Muse - Dead Star | Powered by Last.fm
How could I ever know
The silence that kills
It's too arduous to hold

How could I ever grow
The threats I make
They will never scowl

How could I ever show
The feelings inside
If you're never even home

How could I ever go
To the place I call home
When all I can feel
Is fear and lost dreams
Mood: sadsad
24 November 2008 @ 21:52
Go with the flow
I don't know how you managed to give it all
You wrote the words that touched people
You composed the melodies so celebrated

Live with the flow
I wonder how you managed to be free from it all
The rumours that circled and tried to take you down
You still climbed higher and kept your own mind

Keep up with the flow
I guess I might have the slightest idea how you did it all
You were the greatest on earth, walking your head up high
And enjoying the life the best way you could, but now it has all died

I keep on hoping your flower doesn't still cry


We still love you Freddie.
Location: FMland
Mood: sadsad